today structured rememdial sibei sian.

=/

gerald and daniel de siao me whole day until i change my place to eddy's.

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i've done what you want except for something.


[waiting for your answer now]
[i want you]
[i need you]
[you are the best i've ever known]
[18days]

ok... i've done what she want...now must wait for her to RECONSIDER . =)

answered 7 questions,took a long time to think

gave 5 reasons, i just said whats from my heart,

now whats left is, 5 things she wan me to do.

[waiting for answer now]
[17 days]
[structured remedial suks]

i havta fix internet soooooooon... or my sis will keep nagging...

spend the whole nite thinking until cannot tahan den go and sleep.How should give the reasons?
& i need to know what answers and things she wan

Clement angry with me again =/ coz... when he died in dota i said this ," and poof! you became koko crunch! The Cereal with the great chocolaty taste


[i started it , you ended it, now i will start it again]
[17 days]
[reasons,answers,things]

[reasons?things?answers?]

i was too dumb not to check that web.

internet is rigged...

i have to fix it somehow... i cannot use the wireless adapter...must connect direct... my room com is doomed!!!



Structured Remedial damn sian...



just finished Getbackers 35. WTF... Ban and his father fight for 3 pages den no more le... den in the end they said he is already dead coz his heart is taken out as a key.ban and his father... his father look younger than him sia... maybe its coz he is a wizard.





and next is vanessa's bday

present

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i need to know wad i need to do to get you back.

[you must keep that promise , i believe in you]

[we will be together,it only takes 3 words]

[its up to you, i'll be waiting]

16 days.

keep that promise, i will be waiting for you.

[i'm not alone you say]
[13 days]

CIP DAY!!!

starting on the day... ah pui level coordinator tok tok tok tok tok...

latr found out ms.wong never come.why must this kind of day never come,school day must come.

so we board the bus, i sat with aaron and listen to mp3 .

reach the place, we see the children all small small de. den got 1 sec 1 kid.

First event icebreaker, play whacko!
My turn whack the small kid call sean name,i turn back go down whack him =)

Handball abit sian... i video take the whole thing down...

Dodgeball, suddenly halfway, got this RC ppl come stop us. say wad make too much noise den irritate resident.FUCK YOU LA... U THINK YOU 1 PERSON CAN STOP US ALL AH? I GOT MOE BEHIND ME HOR! but no choice la... teacher give way to him le.

so we give out prize....

ok in the bus they were daring each oher and i was video taking them.
Suddenly some1 shouted ," OI MICHAEL!!! TELL HER(who was sitting infront of him) THE PERSON INFRONT OF YOU THAT YOU ARE MY ONLY ONE!!!" the her is HER the one who was used to be kirby...Suddenly, everyone was silent,they all look at me with my handphone facing michael and my middle finger up... den donn and amos say sorry den continued with the game.

den after that i feel damn sian.
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someone asked me.
"who willing to do anything for her to take you back?"
i thought for awhile and gave a simple answer yes. =X
"then you show me!"
i also dunno how to prove it...
must wait for her give conditions again ba...

wake up so early... sneeze sneeze sneeze... to just finish my Battle Hunger Remake... http://www.dotaportal.com/forums/index.php?showtopic=58943
HA.......CHOOOOOOOOOOO

never dream of her today, i never even dreamt today...

[miss you]
[waiting for the 12th day]

a joke by jun hui...

THE LATEST INVENTION!
Solar Powered Torch Light
Only when there's light than will light up.For it to light up in the dark,just use another torch and shine on it.

just came back after buying stuff from east point

shop until leg pain.



we bought 6 rubber balls at $3.90 each, discount also dun wan give.



tomorrow is gonna be a fun day.



First meet molar teeth at WS mac. sit dere eat mcwing and fillet no sauce.The waitress brought mt's burger den say,"Boy, your fillet no sauce." den he take den i tell him ,"She ask you isit your fillet no sauce?" den he throw french fries at me.







meet terence and michael at east point , when we saw them we pretend we dunno each other then look the other side...

First thing , buy tibits for prize. We go buy 1 big milk bottle with sweet inside,den we fight over who bring home.in the end michael bring bak using tat as an excuse.

den latr we go find BALL.

go market found 1 bouncy soccer ball damn ugly, we ask how much, they say $3.50

:0

we go east point b1 found 1 damn nice ball bouncy bouncy cute cute stll got different color. we ask how much? $3.90 den must pump ourself. like tat easier bring home.

we buy 6 = $23.40.



den we go test 1 ball. pump pump pump den latr suddenly mt say," OI...DUN PUMP SO MUCH!! CANNOT AIR CANNOT COME OUT 1!!" den we say there got cover den he shout ," TAT 1 FOR PUMP LA!" LOL!!! den we continue pumping until big big den ask ment bring home.he say dun wan. so mike bring home tell his parents as excuse again.



<---Look like egg yolk.





Latr we go find tibits.again go back same shop.den i tell them aiya tibits so boring go find other things. in the end go bak same shop buy tibits again.



Then they say got grand prize.so i say this 1 dun buy tibits.ok so wad we buy? soft toy.

$6.90

i pay...















abit blur coz using com's camera.












[still waiting.11days le]
[i really wan to say the 3 words to you again]

Yu-gi-oh Chain burn Deck results-

1st- Tournament- Lost First Match to Burn Deck.

2nd Tournament -
First Round = Won Xiao Pang coz he never bring jinzo
Second Round = Desmond = TWISTER OWNS PALACE!!!
Third Round = Bing Jun = Damn heng!!!
Finals = CURSE JINSO AND PALACE!!!something actually happened.

Why i lost at finals have a reason.I MADE A VERY BIG MISTAKE!!
i could have opened Threathening Roar at start of turn but i forgot! why? my turn i set Threat Roar den Leonard sms me say wan go movie? ok reply le den i think abt tat time i went out with HER to movie =/
DIE... TURN START DAYDREAMING NEVER THREAT ROAR JINZO COME OUT!!!
GG.

When i lose i see top deck , lava golem -_-" hand got 2 dimensional wall 2 accumilated fortune.
NEXT WEEK!!! NEW DECK!! CHAIN BURN BETA 0.2

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i just looked at her blog and things she said to me. its like... she dun wan me for stead le,
i'll cont waiting, she did a quiz, 1 question was the last person you said love you to... it wasn't me =/ and alot of things like she's trying to find some1 else =X.
i'll still wait coz i really <3 her.

tricia tell me she wait 1 year 5 months for some1 le... she tell me dun follow her...=/ she can wait tat long den y me cannot?
___________________________________________________________________

quarellled with father ... too many things happened at the wrong time. =X
i complained abt him ot my mother after he left... the ppl looked at me... but dey wun think abt me ... they will think abt wad a bad father i have =X

_________________________________________________________________
[waiting, 8 days , it'll come 1 day, i believe in you ]
[there's never a day which i never think of you]

someone told me last night.

"hope you will dream about her!"

seriously i did =X

but the dream was kinda like talking on msn.nothin special.

Lots of classes coming up...

hmmm.. first is Guitar Class which i asked my mother to help me sign up... learn instrument easier make her happy =)

next is chinese tution? guess where am i going? KUMON!!! l0l

ok Science and Maths still finding... grrr....

___________________________________________________________

when you actually left for another place during the use yr hands campaign... i dunno y but i just felt like crying... i dunno wad has become of me =/

you wan me wait how long.1 month? 1 year? 2 year? 3 year? i also will wait de =X its just.. it'll hurt.
actually wan go sleep de... see u online,i tried my best to stay awake.

[not my fault den why break?]
[ i dun understand]
[17th day of waiting]

What color is your phone?
white!

2.Who's the first person who comes upunder the letter M?
Ma!!

3. Who's the last person you called?
Eddy

4. Who was your last missed call from?
Eddy , went into a lift so dced.
5. Who's the 2nd person who comes upunder D?
i dunno y... danette.

6. Who's speed dial 2?
999 =)

7. Who's the 3rd person who comes upunder J?# jaslyn
Joel
8. Who was your last received call
Eddy

9. Who's speed dial number 4?
House

10. What is your background?
Light blue lines

11. How many text messages do u have?
51... seldom sms.

12. Who's speed dial #3?
995 =)

13. What's the 5th message say in your inbox?#
Not alot of ppl liao.Finishing soon. by daniel

14. Who's the 1st person who comes upunder B?
Bryan.

15. Who was your last text message from?
CallAlert =/

16. Name every person you have textmessages from:
Call Alert, Daniel,Jun Hui,Gavin , Sister,Ma, Yiyong, Leonard, Eddy, WeiLiang,Cj,Leon,Clemnt , Terence,Michael,HuiMin , Raymond,Uncle Peter,Aaron, cindy ,Meridyn,Tx,

17. Have you seen the 101 Chuck Norrisfacts?
i keep hearing abt Chuck Norris... who the heck is he.

18. Who's the 9th person on yourmissed calls?
Only have 4 missed call this month.

19. What does the 6th message in yourOutbox say?
"Who left? " to daniel
20. Who is the first name in yourPhonebook?
New Contact...jkjk. A gu(uncle)
21. Who is the last name in yourPhonebook?
987fm

22. Do you have a camera phone?
ysh..

23. Who is the last person under G ?# gerren
Guang Rong
24. What does the last text messagesay in your inbox?
You have just recieved an MMS from M1!!

25. Who is the second person under K?
Kiko

26. What is your ringtone?
Famous LAst Words ,My Chem Romance

Quiz taken from Tricia

[How's Life?]
> I asked Life how are you...he said ," still waiting for her."

[Who was the last who sent you an sms]
> Ma

[Are you good in your studies?]
> noo... 54% 31st in class and 144/188 in level

[Can you speak English?]
> nonono... i can only type English no tok english... Singlish only!!

[Who was the last person you said "Love You" to?]
> The only person which i said I Love You for 8 years was my stead who just broke up with me 16 days ago.

[ the most Annoying thing you know?]
> CCJ

[Current School/College/University?]
> Pasir Ris Crest Secondard ( no joke for dis 1)

[What time is it now?]
> 12.05 AM

[What songs are you listening to now?]
>We believe

[How many friends do you have onFriendster?]
> 66

[Who are you chatting with?]
> tong xian

[Are you in trouble for now?]
> yes...in trouble as in with girls? yes
with school? yes ... tuition is gonna rule me.


[Have you been Broken Hearted before?]
> Broken Hearted? YES... Heart broken? ALSO YES...

[Missing Someone?]
> stupid question

[What day is today?]
> PTM DAY eh wait... its 12 midnite... ITS TIME TO PAY BRYAN MONEY FOR YGO T-SHIRT DAY!!

[Any birthday's coming up? Whose ?]
> VANESSA'S
GET RDY THE HUGE BANANA!!

[Bored?]
> nope...thinking of some1

[Last Channel you watched on TV ?]
> 8, wasn't relli watching... just looking at it during dinner at cc

[What time did you sleep last night?]
> 12. dunno y

[Do kids love you?]
> no... dey dun get my jokes

[Do you make people Laugh?]
> some of my jokes damn lame but okok la.

[Do you give away your secret to anyone?]
> i dunno y i keep doing tat...*slaps mouth*

[Ever Drank?]
> Yes.Beer, Wine , Water , Ribena , Milk , Milo , COFFEEEEEEEEEEEE

[Ever got drunk?]
> no... too young

[Dumped Someone?]
>i vowed never to do this unless its really good for her.


[Are you Caring, Loving and Tender?]
> Y judge myself? of coz i say yes!!

[Are you bored of doing this?]
> zzzz...snores...zzzz... sleeps.

[What's your fantasy?]
> ??? a girl? i dunno e meaning of fantasy.

[Are u in anger right now?]
> not yet

[Are u angry at someone?]
> eddy... he is too rude to me.

[What do u really want to do now?]
> cry... i think of her wan cry le...

[who's the prettiest?]
>HER!!!

[Do you believe in soulmates]
>yesh... if i can find 1.

[Cried]
> recently alot...

[laughed]
> me and daniel make alot of stupid jokes today.

[Felt sad]
> always recently

[is this a LAME quiz]
>ok la... i've seen worst like [do you like Barney?]

survivied PTM RAWR......

i tot i going die... den i tell my mother while in class tat cher cfm say all the bad thing de... she say never mind =O

results all damn bad...
overall is 54% and 31st in class and 144 in level =X
mother still smile smile den tell ms.shelia she will send me for tuition...

... explosm.net got something wrong...

just finish just follow law...
mayb its not tat funny at home and watching by myself.

Yu-gi-Oh World Tourny 2007 is next week.

how to play ? i dis state...its been 8 days, no mood.

Eddy go himself can le ba =X

i dunno y i cry alot these days =/
must b man abit...

[alone]
[ガソドラ]
[waiting]

Last nite relli cannot sleep...
den in class keep shouting out to teacher ,"CHER... DUN DO WORK LA... SIBEI SIAN!!!"

totoro really went to write Shiny 5000 times...

i watched 50mins of Just follow Law... the jokes are funny, some quite lame ... but who knoes... i watch 50 mins only.

i really dunno wad to do.

i'm confused...

you wan me to wait or go?

... i'm gonna fret the whole nite abt this question.

just finished GB book 28 29
Mido ban's father look younger den him 0.o
Akabane too strong! No nid move kill people le.

i will wait for you forever....

when you want me back you can tell me anytime.

i'll be there for you.


[mushy?]
「ガソドラ」

i am angry =(

Mr.BC ask me go play bnet with him.

ok me lose... in 5v5 coz my team seriously suks

the Enchant ok.. the rest seriously dunno wad dey doing

Sniper end score 1-9

i got highest kills in team=/

dey mh de..
dey say they use bm's bird go hunt, i checked replay.no bird found.

no point la... i also never say i best in the whole world in dota?
next time we have fun again =)
but i can say we 2 got difference.
1 pro but selfish 1 noob but got share de.
u see his class, their standard from his diff until dunno wad.

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i must look at you every minute in class =X

still waiting.
____________________________________

sian day for the sian me

=/

fuck la... science file haven't do.

tomorrow must hand up english reading thingy...

ARG..
EXAM FIN LE STILL MUST DO ALL THIS CRAP.

PTM...
all come wrong timing...

reading jokes to cheer myself up...

ok la... some of them quite lame...some quite sick... some are just plain dumb...

dad's bak.. in room using useless com...


i am a useless cb...only know how spend money play game...i can't study, cannot find stead properly... i might as well just dun exist.
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yiyong wan 1v1 me dota... ok lor... might cheer me up...

YiYong Wei Feng
------- ---------
Necrolyte Doom bringer (Wins)
Anti mage Lion(Wins)
Venomancer Enchantress (Wins again)

.....

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i dunno y la... i cannot get over you...

i fret over you the whole day... i see results i dun care... see , maths 52 , science 46 , chinese 44 , el 59 , DNT 59 , Lit 64 , Art 54,Geog 61. average if i add the decimals is 54...
i didn't even check much, i see paper copy down everythign den sign Kran , and den pass to benita le ( y u never bring pen knife... i wan kill myself)


i told some1...
"i dun think i can get her bak"
tat person said " if u truly love her den u will wait until the end"
"=/"


she onced asked me"if i wanna break with u wad will u do?"
i actually said " i would kneel down to you"

i actually intended to do tat...i asked molar teeth help me go find out how to kneel, wad to say...
kiko tell me say anything de.
Vanessa laughed.
JunHui say "dun...embarass her and you... in the end she dun wan u, and she will hate you for eternity, no point la... just wait and see.like tat she still dun wan you , you will feel damn bad den you will jump down from the 3rd story and die and who is gonna play THD/Lich for our dota team?"
i actually realised it was true...not the suicide part but the first part.

My god -uncle told me this when we break , i called him and asked him wad to do,"when you told me you had a gf i asked you if its your first 1, when you said yes i told you tat dere is 1 phrase i will not tell you and you will find out on your own. the phrase is "after love dere is pain".You are still young , take things slowly , if she just dun wan just slowly try to get over it.remember your proitity is to study.if still got any problems just call me."

i think he could hear me crying but den... nvm... thx uncle peter (he is 21...)

2morrow photo taking... and i cut my hair...must take hair growth solutions.

=X

no mood.

she 3rd in class... me? i 36 =/

i wan take f&n... but its art class lai de...

argue with father... no time use com ba...

i just dunno la =X
my heart tell me to wait but my soul tell me its bad for both of us to wait.
just to ease myself now...


saw her at ws with her friends.

jh saw her for the first time...i wanna throw him down after wad he said...

my friends who are insulting her, plz stop =X

imeem suks...

it took me 7 mins to open the page.

played dota just now...

FUCK GONDAR'S MODEL =)
i play with BH always say de... must nerf la...

2day sis bday =)

happi bday to her...lalala

everything comes at the wrong time.

PART 1=
i really dun wanna accept tat line which she said to me.

i dunno what i want.
1 side tells me that i truly love her,thus i shall wait.
the other side tells me that she is cheating you, hate her.
obviously the good side is going over me ...

just let me be how i wan to be
PART 2=
results

same old
same old

PART 3=
this 1 really come at the wrong timing (you dun understand just ignore it)
i'll tell the whole thing regarding DoTa( a game which i actually challenged the 2/8 ppl to play with our class)this part is long.

Mr.Buzzcut ( not real name) a student from PRCS 2/8 suddenly! smsed me while i saw having my Yu-gi-oh Tournament owning ppl with necroface[quiet baha...no mood so play this deck=( ] saying

Mr.BC="You got bnet anot?"

Me="Ya, who you?"

Mr.BC="I *censored*.You come play bnet with me la i dun wan hamachi... i'm original
kia.(act gangster)

Me="...i not free now"(seriously stop smsing me now)

Mr.BC="i also not free.i also outside . You tomorrow come play la. If i lose i nothing to say, if i win you dun come my class KPKB."(this is when i get angry.)

Me="i dun really get you.you trying to say i go ur class KPKB?(i just asked them alot of time to play with us nia)

Mr.BC="you dun need come di siao those who are weaker than you. You playing apem or ap."(seriously...by saying this you obiviously are calling urself noob)

Me="...ur choice"

Mr.BC="You dun come and... Me.(fuck off) tomorrow i sms you den we play."
(this is when i tell my molar teeth)

Me="Play hamachi less lag.

Mr.BC="You go fly hamachi lag more"
(i am really angry now,TOK TOK NICELY LA, GAME NIA,NOOB U HOST LA NO LAG...)

Me="When you wan? play basic -apemomnp ( i dun think he even understand wads -apemomnp)

Mr.BC= "Play 5v5(means 5 person 1 team vs another 5 person team) , get your gin nah(seriously he is insulting our class) play -apem"

Me="i asked you when playand we will only play if you happy.play must happy de"(see i so kind, not like u)

Mr.BC="2morrow afternoon only bnet"

Me="Ok.

Mr.BC= "Your other friends got bnet?"

Me="Dey say hamachi.7 person sharing 1 cd key.

Mr.BC=" They noob or wad.Buy thing ust original"( i checked, he is using a pirated disc...)

Me="We noobs ma."(we noob u noober ok?)

Mr.BC=" I tot some1 say we noob?" ( seriously u are)

Me="You dreaming.(JAGAN)you noob we noober lor.you ask lean, i playing with him now.

Mr.Bc=" 2morrow u go bnet den.you get ur team from public. i host"( means he ask me
go find my own teammates from ppl in the internet known as strangers,like tat i dun think you are even playing with our class)

Me="y can't u just play in hamachi(o yah... u have a lousy com)

Mr.BC="Coz hamachi lags."(hamachi is another network like bnet...seriously hamachi doesn't lag its just ur com too slow u boob)

Me="You host nor.host wun lag)

Mr.BC="Anything Den"(fuck off.)

Me="You rdy you just tell me.dun wan 1v1 le?

Mr.BC="of coz 5v5" ( den u mention 1v1 for fuck? cb )

Me="i say 1 last time, you not happy you dun play.i dun wan everyone play le not happy.

Mr.Bc="I think is u not happy ... i will b happy if u own me . but in any of ur team maphack(cheat) i will not be happy"(i really start to get really angry.firstly if we are not happy we will challenge you,but now is u challenge us...so who buai song? u la..secondly he say we use maphack(cheat), amos ,gerald , bear bear tell me before they got maphack de.TELL US U TELL URSELF LA)

Me="You go dl Mh blocker la(noob).you wan can check our com or go lan play."

Mr.BC="I prefer at home,i wan save replay"(its just a stupid excuse)

Me="You ok with morning?"(scared noob)

Mr.BC="No"

Me="State time plz"

Mr.BC=" around 3 pm"(fuck off ,dun play le)

-end-

its flaming(another word for scolding noobs) time!
=/
ok firstly ... i am veri angry now.I merely asked your class to just play with our class, you said YES before...DEN? y never play?
secondly , i intend NOT to play with him le. firstly, he asked me go find strangers to play for me, and wans me to go to a public server(bnet) and play.obviously he is finding ppl not from 2/8 to play for him.
thirdly , he out of the sudden say we maphack, the first thing tat comes into his mind is maphack,dis means tat he obviously map hacks.
forthly , the say dun wan go lan play, firstly i dun think replay is tat much important.thirdly , its extremely hard to get 10 ppl to play at the same time. I think he dun wan go lan and play its coz tat he obviously getting ppl not from his class to play for him, lastly, he is mhing.Lan obviously has no lag.
Lastly , he obviously knows tat me clement terence's skill is x10000000000000 of his, and he still wan play with us. so obviously he has a plan or trick.

you may think i am smart or dumb or i think too much but seriously i am damn fed up with him.

when i scold ppl for a game , i always think of this line
"Flaming a noob is like flaming your former self"
but dis time i dun even think i would be like him, act gangster.
Its just a game,play or dun play in the end also come back to earth.win/lose/i more pro you more pro also in the end studies most important.You so fucked up for wad?
Last time my old clan got this rule if any1 wan challenge us,
"YOU WAN PLAY WITH US,MUST BE HAPPY THROUGHOUT."
this explains everything.

lastly, did you do ur part as a class best player? helping ur fellow classmates?
if you ask me dis... i can tell u tat i open my house for anyone who wan train dota in my class de, i hold lan meeting every sat at simei, i do guides for them, tell item build, and some of them is i teach how last hit de.Wad abt u?only care abt urself?ello... this is a game hor... not something to see who is the best.

do me a favor...tell me straight... I DIDN'T EVEN LOVE YOU BEFORE!
so tat i can live normally again.


「我是决闘者」

i'm just so sorry... i cannot let u go... just let me be how i wanna be.I'll just wait while u just dun care abt me...

i dunno why,
i saw her in class today, and i just feeled like crying...
i feel damn useless.
so i did a little self reflection

Why did I ask her for stead?
Coz i luv her.

Why did I treat her so well?
Same reason.

Why did we broke up?
Coz I am not fit to be a bf at all.

Why am I crying?
Coz i suck.I dun deserve to not be humilated .

Why am I waiting for her?
Coz i still love her.

Why won't I let her go? She wans dat !
I cannot accept this...

i mistook her... its all my fault...
how could i call myself a human at all...
she so stress le i still go do this to her...
i even hated her for no reason..............
wtf am i thinking of...
i am crying here as i type this...
if you are listening... plz... i am really sorry...
i didn't know u actually suffered as much as me...
argggggg............................................................
wtf am i thinking...
plz dun put all the blame to yourself as i dun even blame u 1 bit now...
dun feel bad coz of me... i am not worth to feel bad for...


[ガソドラ]
[shimata]
[なぜ?]
[私を殺してください]
[私がまだあなたを愛している　それ　あなたを忘れるのに数ヶ月かかる]

a horrible day today.

i am emo.

why is all this happening to us at the same month?

Me,
Michael
Sean
Aaron
My molar teeth

i really wan to make it clear to myself le...

you love me anot?

i really dun wan to keep worrying every nite and cry...

if i have to den i will kneel down to you...

so now i give u space and time =X

if u wanna come back to me i'll always be there for you.

i realli have no other way to tok to u... i believe this is the last way...

you say tat u relli wish for it to end and you said you want it to last ? why ? i am confused... can dun like tat to me ? I relli dun wan to end =X

sorry to everyone , i relli no mood..

Results fucked up...i only passed lit...

i just dunno wads happening la...

plz excuse me if i changed alot coz i think something gonna happen...

anyone wan dota just call me ... i may not play as well la...

Wake in a sweat again
Another day's been laid to waste
In my disgrace

Stuck in my head again
Feels like I'll never leave this place
There's no escape

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all the way
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but Im scared
I'm not prepared

I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares

I'm my own worst enemy

I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all the way
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me



Goddddddd!!!!

Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my misery
Put me out of my
Put me out of my fucking misery


I've given up
I'm sick of feeling
Is there nothing you can say

Take this all the way
I'm suffocating
Tell me what the fuck is wrong
With me

i just feel i nid to do this de...

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i dunno wad had happened...

can you plz tell me wads wrong...

i cannot go on w/o u...

I am relli


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You make me so happy but how can i make you happier?

came bak from movie...

the new LP album rawrks... lol ... eddy go use the poster whack ppl...

Watched Spiderman 3 with HER , Yiyong , Ray , Bear Bear , Amos , Rency , Atemu , tx , cindy , Gerald , Donzy.

i was relli happi she would go out with me or rather us =/

O... just heard the F word from the album lol...

Mum's better le...

Spiderman 3 is ... i wun say coz i dun wan to spoil those who haven't watch..

Overall its good... only thing quite long , they dragged it...

my mom angry she crying....

crappp

i scared 2morrow cannot go out with Dada...

Plz Lord help me...

I damn Dulan...

She like tat whole day le...

What should i tell Dada sia...

when out with relatives for early mother's day

toked to my god-uncle alot , he told me lots of things abt life and stuff... it relli inspired me to study and to treat my stead VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY VERY well...
He lectured me lots =D Thank You!!!
But he made me drink too much Wine... lalalaz...

came bak ...

Bought presents le... I bought 4 cute stuff...Dunno will she like or not.

Just now go LaN i sian tiao...Yiyong go invite his last time classmate to our Dota Training ... DEN this noob spoiled our entire game...
Terence got siao again... just coz his ns got 29 kills and strangled me coz i go end game =DD
My meepo made him so angry l0lz...
I just made a rule to the team , NO MORE OUTSIDER FROM 2/9 JOIN US 4 TRAINING OTHER THAN DENISE !!!


sian.... going out to celebrate mothers day.... I MISS U DADA !!! =/ can i call u tat lolz...

sian now no money... Order too many cards le... must cancel some ....nvm la... anything for her =)...shld i quit yu-gi-oh? lol ...

Time now is = 6.47am Saturday Morning

Why am i awake? i can't stop thinking of her....

I can't sleep coz of you , I wake up early coz of you,
I stare at my computer screen jus to wait for you to come online for hours
I rush my food down just to talk to you ,
I use money which i am suppose to buy my cards for a present for u
I dun care
I dun care abt anything else as long as i have you
I have nothing better or more important than you...
I suffer becoz i want you
I will do my best to please you =)


I will plan a day to go out with her Xd
Now i dunno wad to get her....
I stopping Yu-gi-oh for awhile ba...just for her =)

just finished helping her change blogskin =DD

she say cannot call her kirby le... so i change to DaDa...like father like tat =/

Just now damn funny... I asking clement for suggestion wad to call her . clement go add her into conversation den i left coz i wan tok to her privately den clement go tok didn't noticed i still not dere... den she call him weirdo lol .so... i finally tot awhile and called her dada =DD

gotta bathe... late le...gonna miss her... buying her something =DD

a piece of hatred is filled within me,for a second,

still waiting for her to use the com...

i go look around find blogskins for her first =DD

sigh... waiting for her to be online... 4 MORE HOURS......

daniel dun wan dota with me cz he scared =d

hmmm... i waited 30 minutes for comic connection to open today... just to get the new pack... in the end only 1 foil ...

I MISS HER.................. sigh... weekend cannot see her...june holiday also wun be able to see her... must ask her out =DD

toked to her just now, so happi =DD

father just now scold me for no @#$@$ reason... just because flies were attracted to my room light he go scold me


me and sean going shopping for 2 person on sat =D

bored of waiting... so blogg lor....

=DD

ok...wad to blog?

* stares at COM *

OMG FK I FOUND A DEAD PIXEL!!!!! o wait its dirt...

i am waiting =DDDD
still waiting =D

Note to all dota players in our class = STOP TELLING ME I WAN DO ART DO ART... PLAY DOTA AND GET OWNED BY ME =DD

kran <3 kirby

i am bored...... finished art...

waiting for her 2 be online...

so sian... waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and waiting and WAITING!!!

i will treasure you 4va...

you made me happi and so will i

i dun nid anythin else but you,

thank you =D Kirby.

I'VE WON KIRBY!!!!!!

yeshhh........ =D

i am soooooooooo happy =D

i just just just...dun wan study science,

terence and clement come my house do art in the end fooled aroudn and study science =D

lalalazzzzzzz happi life 4eva......


note = to all who knw who kirby is...shhhh...

@#$@ the person who spreaded...

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

Art habben do...

science habben study

gg


depressed ...

=/ i kno my problems not as bad as sme1 but........... its still a problem =/

i hope i can get her soon ... i am a despo... ='(
aaaaaaaaaaaaargggggggggggggggggggggggggg.........................................

What is my motive?
Am i really the container?
All is all this an illusion?
If its true,show me the power,
the power that exists,
i will take the curse,
i will endure the pain.
But one thing i cannot assure is
I WILL NOT TAKE ANYONE'S LIFE AWAY.

FUCK LA............. I DO THE CLASS MAP HALFWAY GOT BUG......... grrr

give up... dun do le... play some other game...

ok... toking to her... reading abt her... =D

ok so i learned hw to do warcraft map le... can't wait for june holidays =D

i found out a website abt the give and nowi reading abt it =D

YAY....

blogging using my old com... haven't did this in a long time =D

fixed the old com... last time can't even on internet explorer lor =D

GRr.... i not passing up dnt yay....

now i try can i dl songs with this com =D

den latr i try trickster =D

i hope i can get kirby to notice me =D
see reads my blogs =D

should tok to her more =X

btw who has a magic cylinder? I NID 1 FOR CHAIN BURN DECK!!! I LOST MINE!!!

just now afternoon damn bad mood, father scold me for playing too much com and tat i couldn't find the chicken meat that he pointed out -_-"

den i damn bad mood, i play warcraft games(not dota) with clement all lose....cannot concentrate,me and clement testing new games other than dota...

JUNE HOLIDAY CLASS 2/9 BOYS PROJECT:

CREATE A WARCRAFT MAP!

HERO 1:
Daniel Lim Zheng Yi
Crowmancer

Skill 1: Call for Crows
Summons Crows to aid to Crowmancer
60mp
30 sec cd
lvl 1: 200 HP last 60 seconds
lvl 2:600 HP last 100 seconds 40-50 dmg
lvl 3: 2 birds 1000 HP Flying last 100 seconds 60-80 dmg

Skill 2: Noisy Chirps
Channeling deals dmg to nearby units
last 5 secs
100 mp
12 sec cd
lvl 1: 20 dmg per sec
lvl 2: 50 dmg per sec
lvl 3: 100 dmg per sec


Skill 3: Crow Speed
Increase ms and evasion
lvl 1: 10% ms/evasion
lvl 2: 20 % ms/evasion
lvl 3: 30% ms/ evasion

Ulti: CROW TRANSFORMATION
60 sec cd
Last 40 secs
200 mana
Turns into a powerful crow
MS:522
DMG +20
Health +200

MORE TO COME...

GRRRRRRRR........

just did el and geog exam... geog easy*surprisingly*
EL i lazy do..........................
Geog i finish in 45 mins den mrs tan came to me and see me drawing kirby =O
she scold me =X

lalalazzzzzz lazy

i heck care chinese =D

okkk... stopped trickster for awhile to study =/

today lesson...science...nothin much, i learned tat aaron's ah mah learns science =D

latr after sch went ws to study with ray , atemu , bear bear , rency , my molar teeth and my mama . WE WAITED FOR RENCY AND BEAR BEAR FOR LIKE 2 HOURS!!!!!!! AND WWEE NEVER STARTED =P 3.30 we saw melanie and mama and darren at the new burgerking =/ den mama follow us =/ and at b.k. dere was the cb clan member i hated...

suddenly we on our way to mac we saw nadiah and nabilah.........DEN dunno wad nadiah say den molar teeth suddenly wan break with his gf =/ den he sms cindy den haven't even show us he go press sent.he like doens't have any hesitation like tat =/

so we went upstairs den we saw his gf =X he just simply ignore her...

we study like not even studying lor... den me and rency exchange testbook =X

hmmm......................

exam 2morrow still playing =D

anything about you xDD

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me no play instrument
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Computers
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cute stuff
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I still love HER...
The moments with her
THE 0NE AND 0NLY HER<3
THE LORD,GOD

+ DISLIKES
the time when she left me
ignorance
ppl who action
bitterness
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gossipers
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school
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Kirby Plushie
HER
Never to hear ur mum anymore
stop saying vulgalrities
be more calm.

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