Friday, June 15, 2007
RELINK!!!!!! fengfeng-diaodiao-siaosiao.blogspot.com
11:48 PM i need you.
SHE IS SUSPENDED FROM COM FOR TWO DAYS!!! OMG! OMGWTFBBQ !!!
this means tat... i can dun nid stare at screen for 2days le...
maybe i should start my hmwk!!
who am i kidding?
Yu-gi-oh World Tournament is in... 8 days... can dun nid play le...deck not prepared...didn't go for training, eddy took my 3 royal decree...
just had curry rice... nice... fish too many bones...
who wan accompany me 2morrow?
[i will miss you alot]
[any problem must tell me lei]
[dun like last time...den i bring you movie le ...break]
11:27 PM i need you.
i'm thinking... should go tournament anot?
aiya... latr see how got ppl go lan den i follow...
or... should i wait for her...if i wait for her i would be staring at my screen the whole day...or just play dota pub games again...
i found this quote which is damn funny on the forum.
"My ass, never, I'm bored seeing the Queen Bitch of Universe in every game, whenever she blinks into action, casting her bitch scream and going holy shit I feel like vomiting and yawning. The same old Bitchkasha. "
lol? its abt dota XD ROFL
[ i dreamt about you again =)]
[ miss youu]
[ ummm... if u see me online but i never talk to you / reply means i sleeping...coz i lazy put away/busy de XD]
[tahan with me ... we may not talk to each other much now due to your business and my unluckiness... but in school i'll try ]
6:16 PM i need you.
i damn sway...
i go out cause i was bored... den i went to check her blog with GPRS in my phone den... she online =/
i rush home latr after dinner... she left le =X
*bangs head at keyboard*
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t0ngy told me her weird / funny/ stupid / lame dream...
t0ngy was talking to me in a weird room,then suddenly SHE came in and asked t0ngy something.
Den i just grabbed HER hand out of no reason.i continue to hold her hand lightly.
den t0ngy's stead[ i wun say his name latr dis guy gets even angrier and come after me]
came in and held t0ngy's hand even tighter.He say wan win us.
Den we just laughed.
ok...
maybe it has a message or something.
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[ i waited from 9.00am to 8.00pm, you came online after that, i came home at 10.00pm... u left le...]
[MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! nvm la... school coming can see you everyday!!]
[can't get you off my mind]
[my GPRS bill cfm explode le... check ur blog like every 2 hours when i outside]
6:53 AM i need you.
Thursday, June 14, 2007
Current mood: lonely,bored
Current music: boys like girls=the great escape.
Current taste: chocolately,ate oreo waffle
Current hair: messy
Current clothes: red t-shirt pants
Current annoyance: downloading something... its damn slow
Current smell: wood...the table is made out of dunno wad wood... nice smell
Current thing I should be doing: nothing
Current windows open: none...aircon is on
Current desktop picture: Kirby SquekSquad
Current favorite band: Oasis[seldom listen their songs le,coz they not producing anything new]
Current book: Getbackers 38
Current cd in stereo: I Simple Sony Erricson Nice Songs Disc 1
Current crush: is a stead counted as a crush?
Current favorite celeb: ... actually i like Mark Lee...
[ DO YOU.. ]
Smoke?: no, i dreamt tat i was smoking once... i choked and suffucated
Do drugs?: no
Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yes.me & her talking but wad we talk is always different.
Remember your first love?: yupps.
Still love him/her?: you mean the first love? no.
Read the newspaper?: COMICS SECTION!!!
Have any gay or lesbian friends?: My clan leader ACT gay...
Believe in miracles?: yesh!!!
Believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?: yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?: kinda
Consider love a mistake?: never regretted... i dunno how she feels though...
Like the taste of alcohol?: yes... parents ban me from it XD
Have a favorite chocolate?: ya
Believe in astrology?: depends..
Believe in magic?: yes
Believe in god?: yes
Have any pets: fishes...
Go to or plan to go to college: hope i can.
Have any piercings?: no... not wishing to have either
Have any tattoos?: nah... i value my skin
Hate yourself: for causing so much trouble to her
Have an obsession?: yes
Have a secret crush?: no
Have a best friend?: nope
Wish on stars?: if i am bored or desperate in need of help
[ LOVE LIFE ]
Ever been in love?:ya
Do you believe in love at first sight?: happened
Do you believe in "the one?": umm...dunno
Describe your ideal significant other: appreciate me,love me,accompany me,help me can le.
[ETC]
Have you ever played a game that
required removal of clothing?: yeah... gang rape in school XD... it was fun if you are not the victim...
Have you ever been intoxicated?: nope
Have you ever been caught "doing something?": define something
Are you a tease?: nope
Shy to make the first move?: shy... but in the end i will have to go ...the girl is shyer
[ APPEARANCE ]
Hair: half spiked/half flat
Eyes: black pupils
Height: 160
Weight: 39.6
[ LAST THING.. ]
Bought: Chocolate for HER... in the end no time give HER...
Ate & Drank: Oreo Waffles
Did: Downloaded ROM
Read: Newspaper at SPH
Watched on TV: Deal or No deal .
[ EITHER OR.. ]
beer or cider: beer ?
drinks or shots: drinks
cats or dogs: dogs .
single or taken: taken .
pen or pencil: pen .
gloves or mittens: gloves .
food or candy: depends on wad food
cassette or cd: stupid questions ... CD... i miss taking the line out of the cassette though
coke or pepsi: pepsi
[ WHO DO YOU WANT TO.. ]
kill: [ i vow never to kill any human ever]
waste your time with: HER
look like: myself
avoid: any1 i hate
[ LAST PERSON YOU.. ]
met: i dunno!!!ppl who went for chalet
saw: crazy tkgs girls XD
talked to on the phone: HER
hugged: crazy tkgs girl
instant messaged: aaron
kissed: no one...
[ HAVE YOU EVER.. ]
Drank alcohol?: abit. i go crazy after tat
Done drugs?: no...
Broken the law?: Jaywalked...Download music..
Run away from home?: no
Broken a bone?: nope
Played Truth Or Dare?: it rawks XD yah...
Kissed someone you didn't know?:no
Been in a fight?: with yiyong i think...
Come close to dying?: nope...
[ WHAT IS.. ]
Your bedroom like?: airconditioned,messy and sticky cause i spilled sprite all over 5 days ago.
Your favorite thing for breakfast?: MAC!!
Your favorite restaurant?: Just Steak!![$100 per steak XD]
What's on your bedside table?: Files,Paperwork for my mom
What do you eat when you raid the fridge late at night?: OREO WAFFLES
What is your biggest fear?: tat she wan break again =X
Spontaneous or plain?: plain
Do you know how to play poker?: not really...
What do you carry with you at all
times?: phone/wallet
How do you drive?: anyhow drive.step paddel den just bang the wall
What do you miss most about being
little?: no nid study!!
Are you happy with your given name?: its fine .
What color is your bedroom?: White/brown
Have you ever been in a play?: no
Do poor, homeless, or starving people
sometimes annoy you?: nope...
Do you consider yourself to be a nice
person?: depends -_-" they treat me nice den i treat them nice back
1:40 AM i need you.
its been exactly 1 month after we break.now we're back =)
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i... got into a girl 'raid' at SPH
the tkgs[tanjong katong girl's school] girl who is hugging me ... suddenly kept calling me cute -.-
den... she said ,"hey,you are really cute,did any1 said tat to you before?" -_-"
den latr ,"omg... you are cute..."
...
den...latr she ask me take photo with her... den i was daydreaming abt HER[my stead]...den she suddenly ran up to me and hugged me with her friend and the guy who sat infront of me took the pic -_-"
i told her,"ummm...i got stead le..."
den she was like,"awww...whoever tat girl is...she's lucky..."
-_-" lucky i never give her my number/email or she will be finding/harassing me...
no one can replace HER =X
HER[current stead XD] is far better than this girl by abt 1000000 times ba XD...SHE is less violent and wun shout out in the auditorium abt her fav bands-_-" suddenly quiet quiet den she would suddenly ,"OMG OMG OMG OMG!!! ITS GERARD WAY!!! OMG OMG OMG" in a very loud voice... i was daydreaming abt HER[actually for the whole day i was thinking of HER] den i was shocked -_-"
yay dun nid go back SPH le...
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ok...i'll forget wadever happened today...
[miss you sooooooooo much]
[i've got something to ask from you =X]
[ummm... i spend $15 on my taxi fare soo... ur mp3 has to wait XD]
[<3 u x10000]
[i had to call you...i need to hear your sweet voice]
[you never online i dunno should call you anot]
[i call you...i scared you feel troubled/irritated or you will think i too caring den break]
[i dun call ...i scared you think i dun care abt you den we break]
what should i do...
1:06 AM i need you.
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
i seriously dun like the person that i have to go with to SPH... the place already so boring and i must go with her [she's bigger than ]hidayat XD]
ok...managed to get a photo with Utt [damn it... will she just get out of the picture?she
's ruining it..]
i had to do a report on the interview... so i took a video of his speech/ interview... den... suddenly i press the pause and back button to check wad msg ccj send me...and POOF the video is gone... die...
i had to wait for my father to bring me back...so i played a game with ccj. he will keep asking me what is something den i will give him an answer den he will keep asking like:
Me:I am seeing Utt.
CCJ:what is Utt.?
Me:he's an MTV VJ
CCJ:Whats a VJ?
Me: its a host.
CCJ:Whats a host?
Me:Its someone who leads a tv program
CCJ:Whats a tv?
Me:A box which shows tv programs
CCJ:Whats a box?
Me: A cube like figure which things can be put inside
CCJ:Whats a cube?
Me:a 3d dimension square
CCJ:Whats a square?
Me:an object with 4 equal sides.
and we went on and on and on and we stopped at
CCJ:Wads pus?
Me:a substance which is produce by ur penis when you have gonorrhoea
CCJ:Whats gonnorrhoea?
Me: a sexually transmitted disease
CCJ: wads a disease?
Me: a spreadable virus which attack our bodies
ccj: wads a virus
Me:a cell which is harmful
ccj: wads a cell?
Me:a cell is the building blocks of life.
CCj : wads life?
Me:the noun of living
CCJ:wads noun
Me: A thing
CCJ: wads a thing?
Me: i already explained it earlier
CCJ:wads explain
Me: i wan go sleep... latr msn play.
we played through sms XD...
CLASS MAP IS FINISHED!!!
- [i dreamt of you,we were talking happily]
- [i be more open to you... you be more open to me can?]
- [still thinking of you since morning]
- [plz dun say i never find you XD]
- [waiting for you online 6.01pm-9.21pm]
- [i dun dare call u]
- [dun dare call you]
3:14 AM i need you.
Tuesday, June 12, 2007
came home from SPH(Singapore Press Holding)
I LOVE THE LECTURES!! DAMN FUNNY! actually its cause i dun nid move around like other activities and i can daydream and think abt HER...
Life of a Life! Entertainment Writer=
Go any country
1st day = Give you 1 day free do whatever you want, eat whatever you want.
2nd Day = Interview
3rd day = go back Singapore ,they may call you ask you go other country
and everything is paid for u.
=)
there's this journalist who gave the lecture , he interviewed Avril Lavigne...he said she was damn rude and answered all his questions by ,"Yes, No, uhhuh, Dunno , Wadeva!!" and the interview lasts 1.5min.average an interview last for 10-15mins.
he interviewed Frans Verdenan [i dunno spell like tat anot] ,the lead singer went to Pasa Malam
buy Cha Quay Tiao den go Hotel Lobby eat den the manager scold him say sorry cannot eaqt in the lobby, it uglifies the lobby... den they argued ... the manager didn't know tat he was a celebrity. den after his concert, he invited everyone to his hotel lobby to have a food party...den the manager didn't know wad to do...300-400 ppl eating in the hotel lobby ...LOL
Mdm Kamisa,our school english HoD...SPEAKS SINGLISH ALOT!!! lol...she damn friendly la... TREAT ME TAXI GO HOME FROM SPH!!
2morrow go interview UTT!! the mtv vj!!
[saving money for mp3 for you]
[missing you]
[bring you out go shopping next week can?]
[i want to grow closer to you XD]
[y never come online]
[look at me and clement personal msg XD]
3:40 AM i need you.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
came back from chalet =/
fun and tiring ...
fun=
celebrated 3 person's bday, gambled, joked, played ps2 ,bbq , pillow fighted,SHE was dere.
tiring=
scolded lots of ppl...i think i scolded michael 4 times.
she was sian =X
molar teeth leg died.
this morning we go see sunrise...halfway walking tx tell me she not feeling well and cindy say tat she scared of ant -_-". so i ask them go back. den... dey got lost.
the sunrise was nice...[why wun you look at it?]aaron the zombie slept =X
From the left, JingJing Danette Elza Pei Wen Lydia JesylnAaron was at the end , i was taking photo and clement and ccj went to find TX and cindy who went the wrong direction XD
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ummm...these 3 days got dunno wad course mdm kamisa ask me go... 7.30 to 5... just nice HER netball finish... only thursday i wun b dere...
[sigh...]
[you are hard to please...i'll find out how 1 day =)]
[i feel so useless when i couldn't help you when you fell down]
[dun always be sian lei...]
[i dun wan to leave u ever again]
[i need to tok to u]
[i miss you]
[can i ask you out?]
8:56 PM i need you.
Saturday, June 9, 2007
today is class chalet XD
5:21 PM i need you.
why u never tag me.........
i dunno...i just feel jealous tat u tag others and never tag me =/...
[i hope it lasts long.]
[thx everyone for ur blessings]
9:15 AM i need you.
just now... i spilled sprite all over the floor... i scared got ants... nvm... cleaned up the place le... but still sticky sticky =/
arg... go for dinner forget bring earpiece... borrow my sister ipod damn sian and soft...boring like siao... parents order wrong dish den de prawn spicy like siao...
yay... latr got bird nest to drink le...
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[yay...]
[thx jaq]
[thx t0ngy]
[y u dc ='( ]
6:33 AM i need you.
OK!!!!
YESSSSSS!!!! lol
firstly i want to thank HER... secondly i want to thank some1 else for helping me with this.
SECONDLY i wan to make something clear again(i remember i said this before but...)
I... Ng Wei Feng did not get rejected 20 times at all... it was a stupid joke made by eddy and my classmates in primary school -_-"...i got rejected less than 10...
eddy = some1 who wants me to play cards and not get a gf.
chalet is tomorrow woot!!!
blog going for major remake...
[thx]
[i need to explain lots of things to you]
[anxious abt the letter so i dunno where to bring you just now ]
[0906:1430]
[i read the letter first page i cried]
[second page i felt like throwing the letter away]
[3rd page...i still cried... but for a different reason XD]
1:38 AM i need you.
Thursday, June 7, 2007
ok... the class map is gonna start again...
3 hours spent and 2 heros are made.
Gerald And GX(NOW NERFED).
lol... had lots of problems
1.Gerald's Spam doesn't work on Heros
2.GX Tooltip error
3.Gerald's tooltip error
ok done.. whoever wans the map just pm me through msn. WC3 TFT 1.21 version.
any suggestions plz tell me... next hero i will do ... DANIEL!!!
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[i'm thinking of you still]
[dun throw me away like you did the last time plz]
[1523 more minutes]
[25th day]
[THE DAY IS TOMORROW]
[happiness or tears? you decide]
10:20 PM i need you.
i dunno why... but i am being negative for the whole morning...
i am scared... i have the fear of her not accepting me...
i just dunno...the 'thing' which she wan pass to me... wad isit? is it good or bad?will i break down or be happy? i'll only know in a day...
*if ur reading this...i'm begging you...dun throw me away...i did so many thing just for you to just say 'yes'*
[sigh...1784 more minutes]
[25th day]
[i love you soo much tat i must think of you every second.]
5:42 PM i need you.
i'm been thinking alot abt time these days....
i spend the whole day at home again. argued with my mom in the morning coz i wan go out in the end i say dun wan coz nobody go Simei LaN.
den after tat eat porridge ok le..
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eddy just now come my house take 3 royal decree... siao play rush deck with 3 royal decree...
played dota the whole day.... sigh... have to retrain some ppl and will gerald stop getting spamed by some1 everytime we play?OMG pitlord's nerfed... HE IS EVEN WORSE THAN BEFORE!!!
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sigh..2morrow LaN meeting at 11 simei ...
YAY father cooking soya sauced chicken for dinner =)
i relli have to start packing up my table... cards and worksheets all over
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t0ngy send me this poem ytd.
If yOu ReAlLy LoVe HiM sEt iT fReE,
iF hE cOmEs BaCk hE's YoUrS,
iF hE dOeSn'T hE wAs NeVeR MeAnT tO Be.
so... i hope its goes something like tat =)
i know you WILL say yes. =)
[2550 more minutes]
[24 days]
[you will keep your promise rite?]
[To tHe wOrLd yOu ArE oNe pErsOn, bUt tO oNe pErsOn,WhIcH iS mE... yOu ArE tHe wOrLd... ]
4:48 AM i need you.
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
father say wan send me go psychologist coz i everyday stare at com...
den u tell me wat other things i can do la... everyday say go study go study...holiday lei...
aiya .... dun stay at home today... go out play lan... sibei sian...
no mood until she came online =)
[hoped you liked what i've done]
[love ya x1000000000000 times]
[24 days]
[3176 more minutes]
[I dont wish to be everything to everyone, but i would like to be something to someone.]
6:31 PM i need you.
new blogskin...penguins rawk
thx too all those who wished me luck.
good luck to aaron !! i know u can do it Mr.Socialable!!!
[trust me]
[4014 more minutes!!!]
[miss ya]
[i'm hungry]
[i need the answer i want to ease my worries]
4:09 AM i need you.
came back from simei , sit dere play cards with the team.
i dun think will have enough time to train for World Tournament le.
i ask eddy wad time he wan go, he say 12oclock. ok so i left my house at 11.50 den he say he eat first , i go dere first. i reach le , i call him he say he going le.
i go eat black pepper chicken chop, waa... dats the only Black Pepper food which i ever eaten which is not spicy.
den i call him, he say he going le.
so i walk around for 10 minutes den saw Zhen Kai.so we go JJ play first.
play le , latr Elvin and Peter came, den eddy came 2 hours latr i ask him why so long he say he go take specs for his mother ...
the team say the 24 hours training will be held on Macdonald Tampanies beside the CPF building 7pm - next morning 7 am -_-" . dun wan go... i wan sleep plus is the same day she wan pass me something. GO MOV.... OWN AMK PPL!!!
now to dota. plz come online soon =)
[23 days]
[i can't stop thinking of you]
[waiting for 4126 minutes more ]
2:29 AM i need you.
Tuesday, June 5, 2007
hmmm lets see...
4682 more minutes....
why am i counting?
i am obessed about her. i am obessed abt everything abt her.
once she get online i MUST MUST MUST tok to her.
i think about her everday so... i just have to count to ease myself down.
i wait for her to be online until 12 which den i am sure she wun be on.
even when i am dotaing or researching, she comes online, i stop wad i am doing and tok to her.
there are more reasons but i wun say all now
any suggestion on how to pass time?
[dun reject me personally plz]
[4670 more minutes]
[23 Days le]
[i dunno what else can i do]
5:28 PM i need you.
sigh... i still have to wait for 5163 more minutes.
c'mon... its 3 days.
gotta try to sell some stuff... she accept me i cfm must get her something de.
2morrow who wan go out with me? i damn sian...
actually... i wasn't free on 9th June. i had a 24 hour yu-gi-oh traing at Macdonalds which i had to turn down. i think world tournament i below standard de...Planned to go training den sleep and wake up do chalet le.who cares...i' do anything for her de.
to all those who thinks i am insane/dumb for waiting for some1 who break with me = hah! i didn't regret it.
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[5163 more mins]
[22nd Day]
8:32 AM i need you.
0k g0t thiis quiiz fr0m danette agaiin...
1. How tall are you barefoot?
160
2. Have you ever smoked?
too young...dun plan too.
3. Do you own a gun?
Yesh... in mmorpgs =)
4. Do you hate someone right now?
No. must forgive and forget.
5. Do you get nervous?
when it comes to her.. sometimes
6. What do you think of hot dogs?
never liked them
7. What's your favorite Christmas song?
Frosty the Snowman...
8. What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
COFFEEEEEE
Can you do push ups?
can... latr whole body ache like siaoo
10. Is your bathroom clean?
yup
11.What's your favorite piece of jewelery?
i dun keep much jewelery,a gold chain which my dad bought me for cny.
12. Do you like painkillers?
never tried
13. What is your secret weapon to lure in the opposite sex?
can't tell... secret.
14. Do you own a knife?
no.
15. Do you have H.I.V?
stupid question
16. Middle Name?
WeiFeng
17. Name 3 things u wanna do at this exact moment?
1 = get bak HER
2 = Drink Juice
3 = Wait for 5259 more minutes
18. Name the last 3 things you have bought lately:
Chocolate for HER. Book 38 of Getbackers . Flavor Burst Chocolate.
19. Name 3 drinks you regularly drink:
Fruit Juice , Milo , Coffee
20. What time did you wake up today?
7.00 when school starts 15 minutes latr =)
22. Current worry?
She dun wan patch with me =X
23.Current hate?
no one.
24. Favorite place to be?
anywhere with HER
25. Least favorite place to be?
School...
26. Where would you like to go?
I WAN TO GO TO HER!!
27. Do you own slippers?
yup. for kitchen uses.
28. What shirt are you wearing?
Some weird orange shirt
29. Are you sick?
just a little down... other than tat i'm ok.
30. Favorite color/s?
Red/Black/White/Pink
31. Would you like to be a pirate?
no.the one who kills by a sword dies by one. i would rather die nicely.Si yao si de hen mei.
32. Last time you had an alcoholic drink?
hmmm... 13 May , Mothers' day celebration
33. What songs do you sing in the shower?
anything which i recently heard , tonight... i shall sing the gatsby song =) jkjk... seldom sing.. damn ps.
34. What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
Death
35.What's in your pocket/s right now?
empty...
36. Last thing that made you laugh
HER.
37. Best bed sheets you had as a child?
i forgot this 1
38. Worst injury you've ever had?
a huge cut on my right arm, now the scar still dere.
40. How many TVs do you have in your house
hmmm...3, and 2 com can be used as tvs using media center so 5 =X
41. Who is your loudest friend?
Gerald
42.Who is your most silent friend?
not sure...
43. Does someone have a crush on you?
i dun wan. i wan HER can le.
44. Do you wish on shooting stars?
my recent wish are the same
45. What is your favorite book?
Getbackers
46. What is your favorite candy?
M&M. DARK CHOCOLATES
47. What song do/did you want played at your wedding?
dunno... Wedding Song ba lol
49. What were you doing 12 AM last night?
Waiting for her to be online
50. What was the first thing you did today?
Prepare Vanessa's bday presnt
[hmmm... 5249 more minutes]
[i will die if u reject me personally]
7:34 AM i need you.
I would not tok abt structured remedial as it suked.
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Went for CiP at 2.30, i go dere at 2.20 with terence. no one else dere, soon everyone came and found out that gavin they all go lan and run from Tampanies to School. 2.4km marathon!!!
Ok... our class wa seperated into 2...odd and even to take different buses as we have to bring the children along to SSC(SG science center) and i go seperated from HER.
I was given a girl. Primary 4 shy shy. quite plum(5kg heavier den me and look at our age difference).She scared of me -_-". den never say anything de in the bus. i ask her why she so quite, she whisper to me,"cannot arh?" ... den she answer by shaking head and shruking shoulders.
Go SSC le.. i tell her you wan go where just go den i follow, she tok abit to me den laugh laugh and i smile smile.
End of the whole thing i ask her,"fun?" she shake head, "Am i Boring?" and she nods head...L0L PWNED.
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in the bus ... i was dared by rency to shout out to her .
although
wad i say...(i am not allowed to say sorry so...)
i was stuck la...if i say i would embarass her.if i dun say she thinks i really dun love her.
[i waited for 32824minutes]
[dun break my heart again]
[i really love you]
[5215 more minutes to 9th June]
3:33 AM i need you.
Monday, June 4, 2007
11.29p.m.
why you never get online?
i waited for you the whole day.
dun think you will be online already
[31more mins to 22 days]
[5791mins to 9th June]
[you are on my mind the whole day]
7:42 AM i need you.
Jun Yong,14
Jun Zhi ,8
Jun Yu ,6came bak from grandma house as my cousin is living dere as they sold their house.
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Wah... school suked today.
History i damn scared lor... coz i never bring my wksheet den scared the relief teacher scold. den in the end he never catch me =)
something happened b4 ms wong came in...thx molar teeth, i just dun wan to make it obvious.
MATHS DAMN BORING......HAS GREEK STUFF INVADED OUR MATHS SYLLABUS?
Science? PRATICAL RAWKS
English? Slack, talk, sleep , act as if listening.
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after school go tapao lunch with benita , tmd ... drink bubble tea forgot ask for no pearl, den i tot small straw wun suk up the pearl, in the end the pearl keep getting stuck in the small straw and have to suk it up, drink finish le mouth pain.must buy a shirt which says " If i order bubble tea, i don't want pearl"
Benita scolded me for waiting... who cares... gonna stop waiting le. it will either end or start.
Go grandma house, tok to my cousin,sia eh... he never grow sia... den he play my handphone game while i slept.
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DOTA 6.44 OUT!!! UNDYING IMBALANCED!!!
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[hope you liked the chocolate]
[i wan sit with you in bus tomorrow!]
[21 days]
[5 more days to end of waiting]
[hurry get online]
[9oclock le still not on...]
[never tok to you cannot sleep de]
12:15 AM i need you.
Sunday, June 3, 2007
When i broke up with her i =
was told by most of my friends to cheer up and find another person as they told me she was not that good.
was told by my yu-gi-oh team that i am emo and stop finding relationship and study
scolded by some1
cried lots.i never cried since primary 6 till dat time.
wished/pray that it wasn't true
had sleepless nights.
closed all forum treads whiched i started to help us.
hated everything.
couldn't take the fact.
thought she was just playing with me
didn't attend meetings
didn't do hmwk.
it was really bad the first few days until she began toking to me again.
all this factors made me wanna give up... i was wrong abt her ..so i didn't.. sry to all my friends who insulted her and plz take back ur words.
To Molar Teeth and Rency=if i get HER... WE GO CELEBRATE IN MACDONALD!!! I TREAT!!
at least now she is RECONSIDERING...=)
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
THANK YOU
[i will win. i trust her and myself]
[michael... stop twiting. it suks far more than molar teeth's]
[quiting home dota if i get her]
[you are the best]
[maybe i havta stop talking abt her in public]
7:29 AM i need you.
okk...i did misunderstand you...
bought something 4 u ... hope u like it...
just now go suntec go put hand in the fountain of wealth... it is said that your wish will come through,when i did it in primary 4 i became class monitor, i did it in Primary 6 i scored A for my chinese. and this year , its quite obvious what i will wish for... HER.
[i hope you can see me in the World Tournament]
[whats holding you from giving me the answer that i want?]
[accept earlier la... i wan sit with you on bus =)]
[20 days le...gonna 3 weeks]
[6 more days]
6:57 AM i need you.
ok... in my mind now there is alot of fears...
i just wanna say something...
-you wan reject me plz do it directly.just say it, dun do anything else,i dun wan to feel even more hurt,some1 is warning me that maybe you are gonna return me the first present i gave you. i hope i am wrong about you for doing this.i just have to say this to you cause i am very troubled abt that last msg u send me.
[i beg of u]
[dun hurt me even more that you've hurt me before]
[no mood]
[i got do anything wrong to deserve this?]
12:28 AM i need you.
why did you say bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb forever?
do you know that made me think that you dun wan me forever?
i feel like calling you and asking you what you mean.
plz dun do this again....
ARGGGGG
[cryin.]
[fear of losing you]
[20 days]
[6days]
[you made me troubled the whole day]
12:07 AM i need you.
Saturday, June 2, 2007
ok... i'm bored coz i am not gonna stare and do nothing infront of the com as i wait fo her to go online.so i am gonna rewatch getbackers from episode 1.
i just found out i missed episode 2 ... YEAHHH!!!! NEW EPISODE TO WATCHH
cannot sleep again...i am damn tired.
[20days]
[too sleepy to say any msg]
[6days to 9th June]
8:20 PM i need you.
can't sleep... slept at 12a.m. woke up at 6.30a.m. . i was thinking of what her answer would be and what can i do?
lalala...
I found my old simple plan cd... lalala... listen for the whole day... no batt le. Soon i will get tired of those songs again ba like 4 years ago.after 4yrs de cd survived.
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Yugioh column=
I had the best yugioh tourny today!!
1st tourny=
Vs. XiaoPang Mirror Match=Bazoo w/o card troopoer vs Bazoo with Card Trooper= I WIN!!
Vs. ZhongDa = Bazoo vs Rush = I WIN!! OBVIOUS DE!!
Vs. Alex = DAMN FUNNY !!!
Finals=Vs.Kenneth=Win!!!
Ok... i know i cfm lose alex de. so i play warning, means everytime he makes a foul he get 1 warning, 3 warning he lose. First warning was he summon sniperhunter never ask me got anything to do anot, second warning was that he steamroid whack me he minus wrongly.third warning damn funny, he summon mobc sack for metamorph cyber twin i actually die le..DEN HE FORGOT REMOVE MOBC FROM PLAY!!! WARNING 3 SO HE LOSE 1 MATCH LOLZ!!! den everyone over dere laugh until bryan can roll on the table....
Second match no choice lose.
Third match not tat funny but ok la...
I left 1750, he left 8000, he got cyber dragon and snipehunter and i got 1 cyber dragon and 1 face down return from d.d. and 3 2k atk monster which is in remove pile.
main point= Snipehunter effect must roll dice. If roll 1 or 6 he cannot destroy 1 card on the field, if he never roll 1 or 6 means i lose.So everything depends on the dice lor.. So i tell him WAIT!! Everyone dun like Alex de... all support me win. So i pray to god... Den he roll the dice,when still spinning i shouted ," I LOVE YOU!!! *****" the ***** is HER name. den WA tio 6... den he got another try coz he discard 1 more card from his hand, I say again " I REALLY LOVE YOU *****" WA! NOW 1 !!! Win le. Next turn open Return from D.d. den win
Finals = Vs kenneth, tyco win also when crucial time say her name, den win le...
The prize? got 3 tourny pack, 1 of them is dandylion token i go sell for $10 XD
Conclusion= She gives me luck =) , i say that line den can win le.abit weird and dramatic lolz.
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Column abt her=
ok... apart from that...
i dunno wads with me, when i outside every 1 hour must check our blogs if she got tag or post using my handphone, cfm gprs bill DAMN ex...
should i get her something to make her decide better?
ok... i WILL stop saying sorry so often(influenced by some1) since she doesn't like it =)
i wish tat him in your profile is me.
[i must get you no matter wat, by all means]
[i dun wan what i fear of to happen]
[19 days]
[7days to 9th June]
[i dun wan everything i've done to go to waste]
[i dun want to regret again]
[dun shatter my heart again]
[dun break my hopes and dreams]
[everything that matters now is you]
[almost everything i do has to be with you]
[i just can't get you over my mind]
[i have to update this post and add a msg about every hour]
[i just have an urge to add msg to you]
[i have too many things to say to you]
[tok to me often please!]
[i wun make any mistakes le]
[i am obessed over you!]
[i'm crazy over you]
[ok...no more msgs to you]
[i love you]
7:28 AM i need you.
Friday, June 1, 2007
i checking archives of her blog...i feel bad for causing her stress at that time =/ her past was like very carefree.
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ytd me and terence fight over Ban's catch line. i check Wikipedia,
Me:(Now, by your right hand)...Before the end of this cursed fate, I shall be the one to embody Asclepius as he descends from the high heavens. Now, I shall state my request: Attack with your fangs of venom!
Terence : WTF!! YOU MEMORIZE IT?
Me:Now, in thy right hand... Thou whilt host Ophiuchus, who comes from the cosmos... until thy cursed fate ends. Now be devoured... by the poisoned fangs of the serpent.
TERENCE: WTF!!! *says some stupid line from another anime*
Me: ... wads tat?
Terence : a line from another anime!
Me: "Even now, at thy right hand, until this cursed fate is spent.Is the one who houses, Asclepius, who descends from the milky way on high, Therefore I envoke thy. Feed with your fangs of poison!"
Terence : i really have to memorize tat... its too nice.
Me: 从我的右手，在这受到诅咒的命运结束之前，吾人就是让銀河下凡的遣蛇座寄宿的人，我要说出我的要求，接吧!用你那毒蛇之牙攻击吧！
Terence: WTF!!! Must be copy from book de.
Me: =P
[you know how it feels to be heartbroken then why must you do this to me?plz stitch back my hart]
[19 days]
[i hope i only need to wait 7 more days]
[tears or happiness?you decide]
6:51 PM i need you.
=)
i just have a feeling that she wants me back
she wants me to meet her next week . i really hope its good.
[i hope i can stop waiting once i've gotten you]
[18days]
7:28 AM i need you.
internet's fixed...
everything is going on smoothly...
but i just dced from hamachi,
[i saw your post in your blog it made my day]
[i will do anything for you]
[i hope i can stop waiting and get what i want]
6:51 AM i need you.
Internet revived!
6:12 AM i need you.
