Monday, May 21, 2007
dad's bak.. in room using useless com...
i am a useless cb...only know how spend money play game...i can't study, cannot find stead properly... i might as well just dun exist.
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yiyong wan 1v1 me dota... ok lor... might cheer me up...
YiYong Wei Feng
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Necrolyte Doom bringer (Wins)
Anti mage Lion(Wins)
Venomancer Enchantress (Wins again)
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i dunno y la... i cannot get over you...
i fret over you the whole day... i see results i dun care... see , maths 52 , science 46 , chinese 44 , el 59 , DNT 59 , Lit 64 , Art 54,Geog 61. average if i add the decimals is 54...
i didn't even check much, i see paper copy down everythign den sign Kran , and den pass to benita le ( y u never bring pen knife... i wan kill myself)
i told some1...
"i dun think i can get her bak"
tat person said " if u truly love her den u will wait until the end"
"=/"
she onced asked me"if i wanna break with u wad will u do?"
i actually said " i would kneel down to you"
i actually intended to do tat...i asked molar teeth help me go find out how to kneel, wad to say...
kiko tell me say anything de.
Vanessa laughed.
JunHui say "dun...embarass her and you... in the end she dun wan u, and she will hate you for eternity, no point la... just wait and see.like tat she still dun wan you , you will feel damn bad den you will jump down from the 3rd story and die and who is gonna play THD/Lich for our dota team?"
i actually realised it was true...not the suicide part but the first part.
My god -uncle told me this when we break , i called him and asked him wad to do,"when you told me you had a gf i asked you if its your first 1, when you said yes i told you tat dere is 1 phrase i will not tell you and you will find out on your own. the phrase is "after love dere is pain".You are still young , take things slowly , if she just dun wan just slowly try to get over it.remember your proitity is to study.if still got any problems just call me."
i think he could hear me crying but den... nvm... thx uncle peter (he is 21...)
2morrow photo taking... and i cut my hair...must take hair growth solutions.